Happy Chinese New Year Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!

So fast CNY again~
lolz~
but this year~
is not so fun~
coz i celebrate alone~
big big sigh~
no new shirt~
no new shoes~
nth new^^
hahhhh~
anyway~
HAPPY CHINEE NEW YEAR TO ALL YAH~
FORGET THE BAD PAST N START A BRAND NEW YEAR^^

Bye Malaysia~Hello Melbourne

Im back..
to hell..
where i should get my thing done by myself..
sigh~
no commant~
donoe wht to write..

except..
I MISS MY FAMILY&FRIEND~
sure i miss HER too~
Little ErLee Where Ur Mummy~
Sho mo dong xi~

Lolz~
the picture i draw on ur hand~
his name is MOB~
not bob oohh~^^

Hmm...thinking&thinking

did i appericiate the time in msia?
yes?no?
i only left 2 week plus
but..
im still wasting my time here..
hmm..
.....
sometime if u expect too much..
and it dint happen...
or satisfied..
it make u dissapointed..
i think..
its time to change..
since thing had change..
i wont ask for more...
anymore...

tuesday..
hungry...
imsomnia..
12.30am..
so it is wenesday dy..
hmm..

sometime in msia..
i still feel...
cold..
sigh..
i need some warm feeling..
where shud i get it..
where..?
home..?
friend..?
nah....
i jz need the warm feeling..
from u..
but ur style..
is complicated..
the more i want..
the more u reject..
the more i reject..
the more u want..

big big sigh..

dont blame on me..
when i change..
once i change....
it is too late to be sorry..
to be scared..worry..
to be sad..hurt..

plz dont make me change myself..
dont make other say im bad..
or what..
im sirious..

hmm..
sometime..
thing happen..
but i have to be bad..
n ppl really think im bad..
they dont understand what i am doing..
they dont understand my feeling..
hmm..
yaya im bad....
but do u know..
everytime..
at the same time...
i m feeling..
guilty..
dissapointed..

it is really complicated..
i really donoe how to let u know how it feel..
hard...
moody..
dissapointed..
mad..
guilty..
not guilty..
guilty..
argg..
jz donoe..
how to express it..
hmm..

ilufnbrf

Sigh...

sigh..
aizz...
hmm..
H
a
i
z
.
.
.
I expect too much..
i think..
hmm..
not satisfied at all..

Sigh~In a BAD MOOD~

sigH~~
i donoe y..
i m really angry n feel like wanna...
punch something..
and shout madly~

when she got something..
the style of her..
is tottaly different..

hmm..
if this happen again~
i promise..
the regret feeling will come..
to me n u

Sighhh~My hair look damn weird now =.=

2day i went to a saloon to shorten my hair~
but guess what~
i told her~
i want it short~but not too short~
my not too short mean like square head or botak~
mana tau~
she cut until~
not short not long like that~
aiz~
this is nt wht i want men~
argg~
weird hair style + sure get scold ~
coz it nt really short n nt long~
i want it short!!
but i wanna cut at melbourne nt msia~
coz melbourne hair stylist is better~
but the problem is
$$$$=.=
no choice dy~
i gonna wait my hair long again~
wh3n i grow~~it might look better~
MIGHT~.~

really worry bout my exaM~!! getting my result later~

it is 3am midnight~
so yeah~
nt going 2 sleep dy~
coz jz wake up~
argg hungry T.T~
damn it alway happen this kind of thing~
nvm~~
2day is my last day of worrying~