Sigh~In a BAD MOOD~

sigH~~
i donoe y..
i m really angry n feel like wanna...
punch something..
and shout madly~

when she got something..
the style of her..
is tottaly different..

hmm..
if this happen again~
i promise..
the regret feeling will come..
to me n u

Sighhh~My hair look damn weird now =.=

2day i went to a saloon to shorten my hair~
but guess what~
i told her~
i want it short~but not too short~
my not too short mean like square head or botak~
mana tau~
she cut until~
not short not long like that~
aiz~
this is nt wht i want men~
argg~
weird hair style + sure get scold ~
coz it nt really short n nt long~
i want it short!!
but i wanna cut at melbourne nt msia~
coz melbourne hair stylist is better~
but the problem is
$$$$=.=
no choice dy~
i gonna wait my hair long again~
wh3n i grow~~it might look better~
MIGHT~.~

really worry bout my exaM~!! getting my result later~

it is 3am midnight~
so yeah~
nt going 2 sleep dy~
coz jz wake up~
argg hungry T.T~
damn it alway happen this kind of thing~
nvm~~
2day is my last day of worrying~

fcuking moody now~

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fucking lazy to explain anymore~

Miss u too pig head~

Zuuu Tou!!!

******************Big Big SGH************************

I fail my exam~
omg~!
my family might dissapointed on me~
and again~
i did study the whole night~
dint even sleep~
but i fail~
damn~
everytime read the wrong part~!!
i only get 18/30~
2 more ~!! coz 20 only pass~
damnnnn~
damnnn~
damnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohhh~iccccc

so..
u using that acc now~
hmm~enjoy yah^^
u dint tell me u thought i will donoe~
lolz~
but i know~
and u used to use that acc too since last time~
and u told me this be4
" i also donoe y i dont wanna let u know i got this acc,just can say sorry"
acctually i know u know it~maybe u dont wanna admit coz u scare at the same time u lost both side~
just u dont wanna admit~wht u have done~

i think of something really funny~that u told me
"i on9 also becoz of u only mah"
Lolz??funny??
that acc dint have my contact also~
lolz!!~
just for him guaaa^^

hmm..
i know alot more~
~
just u think i donoe what u are doing~
hmm...

if can~invite him out also~
i wanna see him~
i wanna hear the word out from his mouth n infront to my face~
but not behind me~
tok tok tok my behind~~~
that is gay~
so prove that ur not gay~
alright?~^^


Aww~im late~
stop""
(school)

*Big Big Sigh*

Thinking~
and thinking~
should i buy the ralph lauren??
~

I got some thing that i need 2 buy be4 going back 2 msia~
1.white singlet(V shape)
2.sun glasses
3.belt
4.ralph lauren
5.suga(straw berry flavour)(for jacky long long)
6.Cigar(for my friend birthday)
7.Levis jeans(568 W32 L34 Skinny black colour)

Hmm....maybe the jeans and sunglasses i will buy~at msia~

Countdown~~9 more day~!yeah~~~~~

=.="
O.o"
o.O"
^.^"
~.~"
O.O"
X.X"

Studying Now~~Until morning n straight away 2 class~*YAWNNNNNN*

Im tired~
really getting tired of thinking
im a good dreamer~
XD
hmm~
going back soon~next week~wuu hu~~~

~.~Tired n having some money prob again~

sigh~
i need 2 restock my house shampoo+toilot papper~
aww~
left 200++ to use~
coz spent alot on some stupid book~
for the test~
n i bring the boo boo 2 wet~n i cost me 151~
my apron n tea tower flew away~
it cost much 2~
wat da~~~

stupid test coming~
awwwww~

2night~

i hate the taste of alcohol~~
but i like it when only after i finish it~

M for Memories~H for History~

5.04am~
*Yawnnnn*
finally~
i feel tired dy~
finally~
my brain can sleep well~
dont need 2 think~
sigh~i think i have imsomnia sickness~

Booorrrrrr~~~~~iiiinnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg

Just finish my class~Tiring~

oh men~! my hair so mess up 2day~
lolz~
going 2 cut my hair super short be4 going back 2 msia~
doesn't matter it look ugly or what~
if i can make my grandmum happy~
then it is worth for cutting my hair super short~
XD
i miss my grandmum sio barr!!
T.T yummm.......
sigh~
i donoe hw 2 tell my sis about the money again~
oh men~
i bring the doc 2 doctor n it cost 151 dollar
!!!
and i bought some book n it cost me 90++
argg~
n my apron n tea tower fly away~
it cost me alot too~
sigh sigh sigh~
n i donoe can i get my 532 from my sis anot~
be4 going back 2 msia~
i need the money~
coz the money is my own RM change 2 aussie 1~
and i scared i annoyyed her~
sigh~
she told me~
she want a peacefull holiday~
but i still kacau her for the air ticket n skol fess thingy
aizzz~
n my friend lost my key i also kacau herrr~
aiyoh~
really tiring this few day~
next week is week9~
and i have a vry important test~

Dont missunderstand~

nt becoz i am tar fang or what~
is becoz i owe u~
yah~so to some people who wanna said~
"yerr still act tar fang dis n dat"
but honestly i m not
so STFU now~
i am bad~~
trust me~

Hate&Dissapointed

sigh~
ppl around you know what happening~
they act like they know~
but guess what~
they don't even know~
too bad~i can't do anything about it~
or else~i already prove it that what they think is ALL WRONG~
i am the one who fall~
but still i am the one people blame on me~
~
if those people is not close to me~
i dont care~
but those people is the people i care~
i look after before~
Sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm~
alright then~
i will explain everything here~
who is the one who causes this? me?
no~its u~ur the one who told me non of ur business be4~and u promise me what be4?
but at last? u break again~~nvm~~
who is the one who start lying ?? me??
lolz~this i guess u know bah~no need i explain~
who is the one who hide something from me..?me again??
uh?? hide so MANY thing behind me,luckly i can break the puzzle~
but there r more puzzle i can break~but i am too lazy to break dy~
everytime i break a puzzle~i hurt myself~so what the point for doing this~
ok now~who is the one who break the promise 1st?
you promise me what be4? but at the phone call last time~
what u told me?? and how u break the promise?
when u have nothing and when u got something..u r totally different~
so nvm~I am ok with it~
who the one that have act donoe 1st? who the one that act donoe but at the same time
she keep telling lies+mang zhe+ act~and she still can swear to me~
when i am having a hard time~where are you~
and when you are having a hard time~where am i?Uh?
when i am having a hard time~u r flirting with some guy there~
now i just find her~~no matter how bad am i~ also not bad then u~
wht also will tell me?
lolz!!
dont make me laugh can??i am so stupid~2 beleive that~
so many thing i find out~all i also donoe 1~
so random n sudden~~~
so now got ppl chase dy~also dont need to be like that~
if i want a gf right NOW~do u think it is hard for me?
it hard for me only to find a girl i really LIKE

there are alot of thing in my heart how~
but i donoe how to express it~
i really donoe how~
it jz like stuck in my heart~!!
too many thing 2 say out~~
but all those thing~~is HATE&DISSAPOINTED stuff~!!

y cant people just admit what they have done?
the one beside u saying every have thier own opinion~
uh~
alright then~
listen to what they said~
you won't regret~
i hope...

no matter how~
i still owe u~
so..yeah..
we r still..friend

Jz Wake Up

J'avais l'habitude de vous aimer
mais plus maintenant
je crois ..
tu vas le regretter un jour

Sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i still treat u as friend~
so please
treat me as ur friend too~
be4~my hateness~
make me change~


it is 5.50am now~
going to class soon~
after class~
going 2 ask about my air ticket thing~
hope i can get a cheap flight~ASAP
going 2 china with family~on 23? or 25~
for 5 day~

hmm~
so when i get back 2 msia~
i must eat dai chaoo arr~
nai yao~
at the same time..
i feeling happy~
coz i think about something~
Kai:"i want nai yao n lemon chicken!! i want!!"

some1:"but daddy got cook worrr"

Kai:"emmmmm*showing innocent face*"

some1:"boh boh boh"

hmm~
sigh~~~*thinking alot of thing in my mind now*

Kai:"Woo Wooooo ciz(7) err(2) yie(1) err yieeee

hmm~
memory bring laughness~
but reality bring~
TEAR~

sigh~i cant do anything about it~
when i said im okay~
acctually what do u think~
hmm~
honestly~
im not~
i m a human too~
i got feeling~
i jz trying to be strong~
u know it now?~
sigh~~happy now????
feel satisfied??

To:My close friend~
thz for ur concern~
and sorry~
for ignoring u lately~
sorry~~~

showing off?? speechless~~

i write it out mean i showing off?
lolz~~
what a childish thinking~
i am not those that hide behind n chat one?~
alright?
lolz~
who is the fool?
ur the fool? or me?
force myself 2 beleive u? even i know that was a lie?
lolz~
yah it is non of ur business~
ur the one who told me"non of ur business 1st"
in the very long phone call ago~
i find her,so what?
at least better then u~
how many LOU(GUY) u find?
how many thing u hide n lie on me?
how many?
huh??huhhhh???
at least u admit?
u admit what?
everything u dint admit! until i break the puzzle ~
n u no where to tao anymore jz u admit!
this call admit?
and i dint admit u said??
what i dint admit~tell me~!
dont bullshit~
every1 telling me i am naive.?
who is the every1?
i am the only 1~
nt like u~
got so MANY LOU around u~so many SISTER~So many FRIEND~
i act like nothing happen in msn~ but different in blog?
who is the childish 1 that donoe how to think now?
i act nothing happen in msn~because of what.?what the purpose?
try think urself~
blog is the only place i can write my heart feeling~
i am not u~
got some1 to hear ur story~

and~who i am now i is all i learn from you~
try think back~
who is the one who start this?
fake~Act~Lies~Mang zhe~
huh?


dont take this as excuse~
it wont change any different~
u dont want to feel guilty or is like ur foult~

when u have nobody that time~
who is alway there for u~
try think back~
now u got somebody~
the way u talk also different~
the thing u did also different~
so who the naive 1.?
yaya ur the naive 1..
so naive
sooooo naiveeeee.....

ur sis?hmm..?
i dont mind how they say bad about me~
but 1 thing~
i wanna let u know is~
please appericiate the relationship between u and ur sibling~
they care about u~
they love u~
they is the only 1 i can trust that will take care of you&love you~

thank~Q

lolz
thz for accompany me~
appericiate that~

it is 5.07am nw~
ur the best 2day^^

Dec21 is coming~

Im going back 2 msia~
soon~

and i am going 2 trip with my family
emm..
excited..
when i got back 2 msia..
thing i must do

1.Eat dai chao~
2.Have buffet with some dude~
3.Nasi Lemak! for breakfast!!
4.chicken rice
5.shooooooooooooPPPppppppppp for my stuff In Pav
6.Hang out with Dude "yam cah"*Yammmmm!!!!*
7.of coz~~~JAPANESE FOODDDD~~~!!
8.AJAK ALL MY EX CLASSMATE OUT~!!!n make a formal dress BUFFETTTT!!!Yeah baby!!
9.oh yag!! Donut!! since australia only have krispy creme~
10.and....meet some1 up(nt sure)
11.give back those thing to some1~
12.and buy a new 1 with my own $$^^

thz to one of my friend~
she give me a really simply but good opinoin~
"Jz ignore her,she thought she still vip in ur life"
ok,thz for the opinion~i will listen~
2 ur advice~
as what she have done to me~
i will jz ignore it~
it is wasting my time for caring ppl who dont really care about my feeling~
so yeah~

i like to EAT~
i beleive i will become fatty boom boom 1st lar
lolz~

Kai

O.O did i drink too much 2day?

sigh~
did i drink too much..?
what am i saying..?
i keep asking myself..?

Sigh~

out~

I will trust every1~

except u~
yah~u~
lolz~
but still we r friend~
as i said~
i owe u~

invite her out anot~
is nt ur problem~
see ur problem 1st~
i mean~
err~
dont mind other ppl thing~
u already have what you want
jz enjoy it with him~

i will call her out if i want~
to where n do what is nt ur problem~

sry for being a little rude~

again..

lolz~
so fake as i said~
when i off~
who u find?
lolz..
yah u neglected him..
lolz..
accompany him lar~
aiyoh~

stop the FUCKING ACT~Can?

Lalalal~
i dint lie u anymore
~
lolz!
sure!
coz i find it out myself~!!
since last time!
ur the one who hiding n dont wanna tell the truth~
until i find out~
den u faster tell me~
this call nt lie..?
r u dumb or too clever to act..?
no matter who u r..?
ur nothing to me~~

Not flirt?
lolz~
wh3n i am having a hard time~
i am all alone by myself~
i m not u~
got some1 beside..
but at the same time..
u act like u r same.
lolz.
who care..~

I Had a dream~

i had a good dream last night~
the moment i am waiting for~
it happen~
in my dream~
how to turn illusion to reality?
is it possible?or impossible?
i wish i got the 2nd chance~
to just have the same dreame

i am going back 2 malaysia
yah~i am going to somewhere~
with my family..
sigh~!
how about ah mah..?
sigh..
too bad she can't take long flight~
damn it~
cant do anything about it~
should i tell my dad that i dont want to go?
sigh~
i want to go~ but at the same time i think about my grand mum alone~
Haizzzzzzzz~
finally i use H for the haiz~
i dont usually use H~coz some1 told me be4.
if u wanna Haiz~dont Haiz~but Aizz or what also can...
no matter hw dont use Haiz~
coz not good 1~
hmm..

god
u wanna make me UNHAPPY?
im already UNHAPPY~

Sigh~i am still thinking about the key holder~!!!!

damn~damn~damn~
people who lost the key holder have to be responsible on it~
no matter how the way u lost it~
damn damn damn~!!
but what..??
i dint get any pay back!!
arghhhh!!
pissing me off really!!
MooOOoooooooooDdddddyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~

the key holder is important to me is not becoz the F**king brand~
i dont f**king care about the damn Brand!!
sigh~!!
MOooDyYYYyyy~

Sigh~!F**king Pisss n Dissapointed~

my friend lost my house key+ my Lv key holder~
damn it~
the key holder i used it quite long time dy~
now the key holder is nt at my side..
i feeling uncomfortable~
Sigh~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck~!!!

I Will drunk myself 2nite~

i have to~
i am really tired to worry~
so i have to~

Rain~~Melbourne Plz dont stop the RAINING~

~

Black And White~NIce Movie~

HK and Taiwan Star~
In the Movie~
nice ^^

Dangsinigie~

I hate people at behind talk bad about me~

If u wanna flirt with a guy~
i dont care~
alright?
But please dont used my name~
and as a reason to flirt with him~
Yaya~
tell every1 in the world i am bad~
ur the pity 1~
jz tell~
i dont mind~
but 1 thing~
dont ever used my name again~~

Since i already force myself to admit i am the bad one~
so please..
stop ur bullshit alright..?
sry for being rude~

try think back~~~What u did to me~at the past~
what i did to u now is NOTHING~
u know what mean NOTHING??~
and what i do now is not ur business~
as what u doing now~
with him^^~

dont ask why i knw~
told you be4~
what i have in malaysia~
is FRIENDSHIP everywhere~
so stop ur silly question~
alright?~

daniel~
take good care of her~
and u~stop talking stuff about me~to him~
he will feel sad~
alright?
i experience be4~i know~

the girl i waiting~
keep tell me about her ex stuff~
and~i dont mind~
i donoe hw come i dont mind~
i jz feel like~
making her happy~
smile/laugh~
but sigh~
i fail~
the only thing i sad is that i FAIL~
sigh~
i dint even have the dare~
to confess to her~
coz~
there r some guy that confess 2 her~
n she feel annoy~and i dont wanna be those guy~
but i will try in 1 day~
i miss her~~

going back soon soon soon~
yeah~
i got news~i donoe is good or bad~
my mum suddenly call me~
said~
when i got back~
my farther wanna bring us to trip~
yeah~~~company trip~
i like company trip~
but~
hw about my grand mum..?
my friend..?
my nai yao...?
my ham tam..?
my marmite..?
my nasi lemak..?
my lemon chicken..?
my sweet and sour crab with mantao..?
and alot more!!
alot thing i must eat when i got back 2 msia~

any1 joining..?
nudge me in msn!!!
gonna be
fatty boom boom pow~!!!
^^

I fall sick~so sudden..
sigh..
a lil headache~~

Sigh~

I am tired..
but i couldn't sleep..
it is like there is something i havent done 2day..
is to chat with u..

i miss u already~

Counting Down~

Yeah~
dec is coming~
few more week to go..
stay strong~!!

Looking at the sky now..
a little bit dark+ golden orange light...
so nice...
sigh..
where r u...
u alway make me miss you~