Hate&Dissapointed

sigh~
ppl around you know what happening~
they act like they know~
but guess what~
they don't even know~
too bad~i can't do anything about it~
or else~i already prove it that what they think is ALL WRONG~
i am the one who fall~
but still i am the one people blame on me~
~
if those people is not close to me~
i dont care~
but those people is the people i care~
i look after before~
Sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm~
alright then~
i will explain everything here~
who is the one who causes this? me?
no~its u~ur the one who told me non of ur business be4~and u promise me what be4?
but at last? u break again~~nvm~~
who is the one who start lying ?? me??
lolz~this i guess u know bah~no need i explain~
who is the one who hide something from me..?me again??
uh?? hide so MANY thing behind me,luckly i can break the puzzle~
but there r more puzzle i can break~but i am too lazy to break dy~
everytime i break a puzzle~i hurt myself~so what the point for doing this~
ok now~who is the one who break the promise 1st?
you promise me what be4? but at the phone call last time~
what u told me?? and how u break the promise?
when u have nothing and when u got something..u r totally different~
so nvm~I am ok with it~
who the one that have act donoe 1st? who the one that act donoe but at the same time
she keep telling lies+mang zhe+ act~and she still can swear to me~
when i am having a hard time~where are you~
and when you are having a hard time~where am i?Uh?
when i am having a hard time~u r flirting with some guy there~
now i just find her~~no matter how bad am i~ also not bad then u~
wht also will tell me?
lolz!!
dont make me laugh can??i am so stupid~2 beleive that~
so many thing i find out~all i also donoe 1~
so random n sudden~~~
so now got ppl chase dy~also dont need to be like that~
if i want a gf right NOW~do u think it is hard for me?
it hard for me only to find a girl i really LIKE

there are alot of thing in my heart how~
but i donoe how to express it~
i really donoe how~
it jz like stuck in my heart~!!
too many thing 2 say out~~
but all those thing~~is HATE&DISSAPOINTED stuff~!!

y cant people just admit what they have done?
the one beside u saying every have thier own opinion~
uh~
alright then~
listen to what they said~
you won't regret~
i hope...

no matter how~
i still owe u~
so..yeah..
we r still..friend