showing off?? speechless~~

i write it out mean i showing off?
lolz~~
what a childish thinking~
i am not those that hide behind n chat one?~
alright?
lolz~
who is the fool?
ur the fool? or me?
force myself 2 beleive u? even i know that was a lie?
lolz~
yah it is non of ur business~
ur the one who told me"non of ur business 1st"
in the very long phone call ago~
i find her,so what?
at least better then u~
how many LOU(GUY) u find?
how many thing u hide n lie on me?
how many?
huh??huhhhh???
at least u admit?
u admit what?
everything u dint admit! until i break the puzzle ~
n u no where to tao anymore jz u admit!
this call admit?
and i dint admit u said??
what i dint admit~tell me~!
dont bullshit~
every1 telling me i am naive.?
who is the every1?
i am the only 1~
nt like u~
got so MANY LOU around u~so many SISTER~So many FRIEND~
i act like nothing happen in msn~ but different in blog?
who is the childish 1 that donoe how to think now?
i act nothing happen in msn~because of what.?what the purpose?
try think urself~
blog is the only place i can write my heart feeling~
i am not u~
got some1 to hear ur story~

and~who i am now i is all i learn from you~
try think back~
who is the one who start this?
fake~Act~Lies~Mang zhe~
huh?


dont take this as excuse~
it wont change any different~
u dont want to feel guilty or is like ur foult~

when u have nobody that time~
who is alway there for u~
try think back~
now u got somebody~
the way u talk also different~
the thing u did also different~
so who the naive 1.?
yaya ur the naive 1..
so naive
sooooo naiveeeee.....

ur sis?hmm..?
i dont mind how they say bad about me~
but 1 thing~
i wanna let u know is~
please appericiate the relationship between u and ur sibling~
they care about u~
they love u~
they is the only 1 i can trust that will take care of you&love you~