Sigh~In a BAD MOOD~

sigH~~
i donoe y..
i m really angry n feel like wanna...
punch something..
and shout madly~

when she got something..
the style of her..
is tottaly different..

hmm..
if this happen again~
i promise..
the regret feeling will come..
to me n u

Sighhh~My hair look damn weird now =.=

2day i went to a saloon to shorten my hair~
but guess what~
i told her~
i want it short~but not too short~
my not too short mean like square head or botak~
mana tau~
she cut until~
not short not long like that~
aiz~
this is nt wht i want men~
argg~
weird hair style + sure get scold ~
coz it nt really short n nt long~
i want it short!!
but i wanna cut at melbourne nt msia~
coz melbourne hair stylist is better~
but the problem is
$$$$=.=
no choice dy~
i gonna wait my hair long again~
wh3n i grow~~it might look better~
MIGHT~.~

really worry bout my exaM~!! getting my result later~

it is 3am midnight~
so yeah~
nt going 2 sleep dy~
coz jz wake up~
argg hungry T.T~
damn it alway happen this kind of thing~
nvm~~
2day is my last day of worrying~

fcuking moody now~

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fucking lazy to explain anymore~

Miss u too pig head~

Zuuu Tou!!!

******************Big Big SGH************************

I fail my exam~
omg~!
my family might dissapointed on me~
and again~
i did study the whole night~
dint even sleep~
but i fail~
damn~
everytime read the wrong part~!!
i only get 18/30~
2 more ~!! coz 20 only pass~
damnnnn~
damnnn~
damnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohhh~iccccc

so..
u using that acc now~
hmm~enjoy yah^^
u dint tell me u thought i will donoe~
lolz~
but i know~
and u used to use that acc too since last time~
and u told me this be4
" i also donoe y i dont wanna let u know i got this acc,just can say sorry"
acctually i know u know it~maybe u dont wanna admit coz u scare at the same time u lost both side~
just u dont wanna admit~wht u have done~

i think of something really funny~that u told me
"i on9 also becoz of u only mah"
Lolz??funny??
that acc dint have my contact also~
lolz!!~
just for him guaaa^^

hmm..
i know alot more~
~
just u think i donoe what u are doing~
hmm...

if can~invite him out also~
i wanna see him~
i wanna hear the word out from his mouth n infront to my face~
but not behind me~
tok tok tok my behind~~~
that is gay~
so prove that ur not gay~
alright?~^^


Aww~im late~
stop""
(school)

*Big Big Sigh*

Thinking~
and thinking~
should i buy the ralph lauren??
~

I got some thing that i need 2 buy be4 going back 2 msia~
1.white singlet(V shape)
2.sun glasses
3.belt
4.ralph lauren
5.suga(straw berry flavour)(for jacky long long)
6.Cigar(for my friend birthday)
7.Levis jeans(568 W32 L34 Skinny black colour)

Hmm....maybe the jeans and sunglasses i will buy~at msia~

Countdown~~9 more day~!yeah~~~~~

=.="
O.o"
o.O"
^.^"
~.~"
O.O"
X.X"

Studying Now~~Until morning n straight away 2 class~*YAWNNNNNN*

Im tired~
really getting tired of thinking
im a good dreamer~
XD
hmm~
going back soon~next week~wuu hu~~~

~.~Tired n having some money prob again~

sigh~
i need 2 restock my house shampoo+toilot papper~
aww~
left 200++ to use~
coz spent alot on some stupid book~
for the test~
n i bring the boo boo 2 wet~n i cost me 151~
my apron n tea tower flew away~
it cost much 2~
wat da~~~

stupid test coming~
awwwww~

2night~

i hate the taste of alcohol~~
but i like it when only after i finish it~

M for Memories~H for History~

5.04am~
*Yawnnnn*
finally~
i feel tired dy~
finally~
my brain can sleep well~
dont need 2 think~
sigh~i think i have imsomnia sickness~

Booorrrrrr~~~~~iiiinnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg

Just finish my class~Tiring~

oh men~! my hair so mess up 2day~
lolz~
going 2 cut my hair super short be4 going back 2 msia~
doesn't matter it look ugly or what~
if i can make my grandmum happy~
then it is worth for cutting my hair super short~
XD
i miss my grandmum sio barr!!
T.T yummm.......
sigh~
i donoe hw 2 tell my sis about the money again~
oh men~
i bring the doc 2 doctor n it cost 151 dollar
!!!
and i bought some book n it cost me 90++
argg~
n my apron n tea tower fly away~
it cost me alot too~
sigh sigh sigh~
n i donoe can i get my 532 from my sis anot~
be4 going back 2 msia~
i need the money~
coz the money is my own RM change 2 aussie 1~
and i scared i annoyyed her~
sigh~
she told me~
she want a peacefull holiday~
but i still kacau her for the air ticket n skol fess thingy
aizzz~
n my friend lost my key i also kacau herrr~
aiyoh~
really tiring this few day~
next week is week9~
and i have a vry important test~

Dont missunderstand~

nt becoz i am tar fang or what~
is becoz i owe u~
yah~so to some people who wanna said~
"yerr still act tar fang dis n dat"
but honestly i m not
so STFU now~
i am bad~~
trust me~

Hate&Dissapointed

sigh~
ppl around you know what happening~
they act like they know~
but guess what~
they don't even know~
too bad~i can't do anything about it~
or else~i already prove it that what they think is ALL WRONG~
i am the one who fall~
but still i am the one people blame on me~
~
if those people is not close to me~
i dont care~
but those people is the people i care~
i look after before~
Sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm~
alright then~
i will explain everything here~
who is the one who causes this? me?
no~its u~ur the one who told me non of ur business be4~and u promise me what be4?
but at last? u break again~~nvm~~
who is the one who start lying ?? me??
lolz~this i guess u know bah~no need i explain~
who is the one who hide something from me..?me again??
uh?? hide so MANY thing behind me,luckly i can break the puzzle~
but there r more puzzle i can break~but i am too lazy to break dy~
everytime i break a puzzle~i hurt myself~so what the point for doing this~
ok now~who is the one who break the promise 1st?
you promise me what be4? but at the phone call last time~
what u told me?? and how u break the promise?
when u have nothing and when u got something..u r totally different~
so nvm~I am ok with it~
who the one that have act donoe 1st? who the one that act donoe but at the same time
she keep telling lies+mang zhe+ act~and she still can swear to me~
when i am having a hard time~where are you~
and when you are having a hard time~where am i?Uh?
when i am having a hard time~u r flirting with some guy there~
now i just find her~~no matter how bad am i~ also not bad then u~
wht also will tell me?
lolz!!
dont make me laugh can??i am so stupid~2 beleive that~
so many thing i find out~all i also donoe 1~
so random n sudden~~~
so now got ppl chase dy~also dont need to be like that~
if i want a gf right NOW~do u think it is hard for me?
it hard for me only to find a girl i really LIKE

there are alot of thing in my heart how~
but i donoe how to express it~
i really donoe how~
it jz like stuck in my heart~!!
too many thing 2 say out~~
but all those thing~~is HATE&DISSAPOINTED stuff~!!

y cant people just admit what they have done?
the one beside u saying every have thier own opinion~
uh~
alright then~
listen to what they said~
you won't regret~
i hope...

no matter how~
i still owe u~
so..yeah..
we r still..friend

Jz Wake Up

J'avais l'habitude de vous aimer
mais plus maintenant
je crois ..
tu vas le regretter un jour

Sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i still treat u as friend~
so please
treat me as ur friend too~
be4~my hateness~
make me change~


it is 5.50am now~
going to class soon~
after class~
going 2 ask about my air ticket thing~
hope i can get a cheap flight~ASAP
going 2 china with family~on 23? or 25~
for 5 day~

hmm~
so when i get back 2 msia~
i must eat dai chaoo arr~
nai yao~
at the same time..
i feeling happy~
coz i think about something~
Kai:"i want nai yao n lemon chicken!! i want!!"

some1:"but daddy got cook worrr"

Kai:"emmmmm*showing innocent face*"

some1:"boh boh boh"

hmm~
sigh~~~*thinking alot of thing in my mind now*

Kai:"Woo Wooooo ciz(7) err(2) yie(1) err yieeee

hmm~
memory bring laughness~
but reality bring~
TEAR~

sigh~i cant do anything about it~
when i said im okay~
acctually what do u think~
hmm~
honestly~
im not~
i m a human too~
i got feeling~
i jz trying to be strong~
u know it now?~
sigh~~happy now????
feel satisfied??

To:My close friend~
thz for ur concern~
and sorry~
for ignoring u lately~
sorry~~~

showing off?? speechless~~

i write it out mean i showing off?
lolz~~
what a childish thinking~
i am not those that hide behind n chat one?~
alright?
lolz~
who is the fool?
ur the fool? or me?
force myself 2 beleive u? even i know that was a lie?
lolz~
yah it is non of ur business~
ur the one who told me"non of ur business 1st"
in the very long phone call ago~
i find her,so what?
at least better then u~
how many LOU(GUY) u find?
how many thing u hide n lie on me?
how many?
huh??huhhhh???
at least u admit?
u admit what?
everything u dint admit! until i break the puzzle ~
n u no where to tao anymore jz u admit!
this call admit?
and i dint admit u said??
what i dint admit~tell me~!
dont bullshit~
every1 telling me i am naive.?
who is the every1?
i am the only 1~
nt like u~
got so MANY LOU around u~so many SISTER~So many FRIEND~
i act like nothing happen in msn~ but different in blog?
who is the childish 1 that donoe how to think now?
i act nothing happen in msn~because of what.?what the purpose?
try think urself~
blog is the only place i can write my heart feeling~
i am not u~
got some1 to hear ur story~

and~who i am now i is all i learn from you~
try think back~
who is the one who start this?
fake~Act~Lies~Mang zhe~
huh?


dont take this as excuse~
it wont change any different~
u dont want to feel guilty or is like ur foult~

when u have nobody that time~
who is alway there for u~
try think back~
now u got somebody~
the way u talk also different~
the thing u did also different~
so who the naive 1.?
yaya ur the naive 1..
so naive
sooooo naiveeeee.....

ur sis?hmm..?
i dont mind how they say bad about me~
but 1 thing~
i wanna let u know is~
please appericiate the relationship between u and ur sibling~
they care about u~
they love u~
they is the only 1 i can trust that will take care of you&love you~

thank~Q

lolz
thz for accompany me~
appericiate that~

it is 5.07am nw~
ur the best 2day^^

Dec21 is coming~

Im going back 2 msia~
soon~

and i am going 2 trip with my family
emm..
excited..
when i got back 2 msia..
thing i must do

1.Eat dai chao~
2.Have buffet with some dude~
3.Nasi Lemak! for breakfast!!
4.chicken rice
5.shooooooooooooPPPppppppppp for my stuff In Pav
6.Hang out with Dude "yam cah"*Yammmmm!!!!*
7.of coz~~~JAPANESE FOODDDD~~~!!
8.AJAK ALL MY EX CLASSMATE OUT~!!!n make a formal dress BUFFETTTT!!!Yeah baby!!
9.oh yag!! Donut!! since australia only have krispy creme~
10.and....meet some1 up(nt sure)
11.give back those thing to some1~
12.and buy a new 1 with my own $$^^

thz to one of my friend~
she give me a really simply but good opinoin~
"Jz ignore her,she thought she still vip in ur life"
ok,thz for the opinion~i will listen~
2 ur advice~
as what she have done to me~
i will jz ignore it~
it is wasting my time for caring ppl who dont really care about my feeling~
so yeah~

i like to EAT~
i beleive i will become fatty boom boom 1st lar
lolz~

Kai

O.O did i drink too much 2day?

sigh~
did i drink too much..?
what am i saying..?
i keep asking myself..?

Sigh~

out~

I will trust every1~

except u~
yah~u~
lolz~
but still we r friend~
as i said~
i owe u~

invite her out anot~
is nt ur problem~
see ur problem 1st~
i mean~
err~
dont mind other ppl thing~
u already have what you want
jz enjoy it with him~

i will call her out if i want~
to where n do what is nt ur problem~

sry for being a little rude~

again..

lolz~
so fake as i said~
when i off~
who u find?
lolz..
yah u neglected him..
lolz..
accompany him lar~
aiyoh~

stop the FUCKING ACT~Can?

Lalalal~
i dint lie u anymore
~
lolz!
sure!
coz i find it out myself~!!
since last time!
ur the one who hiding n dont wanna tell the truth~
until i find out~
den u faster tell me~
this call nt lie..?
r u dumb or too clever to act..?
no matter who u r..?
ur nothing to me~~

Not flirt?
lolz~
wh3n i am having a hard time~
i am all alone by myself~
i m not u~
got some1 beside..
but at the same time..
u act like u r same.
lolz.
who care..~

I Had a dream~

i had a good dream last night~
the moment i am waiting for~
it happen~
in my dream~
how to turn illusion to reality?
is it possible?or impossible?
i wish i got the 2nd chance~
to just have the same dreame

i am going back 2 malaysia
yah~i am going to somewhere~
with my family..
sigh~!
how about ah mah..?
sigh..
too bad she can't take long flight~
damn it~
cant do anything about it~
should i tell my dad that i dont want to go?
sigh~
i want to go~ but at the same time i think about my grand mum alone~
Haizzzzzzzz~
finally i use H for the haiz~
i dont usually use H~coz some1 told me be4.
if u wanna Haiz~dont Haiz~but Aizz or what also can...
no matter hw dont use Haiz~
coz not good 1~
hmm..

god
u wanna make me UNHAPPY?
im already UNHAPPY~